Thursday, December 31, 2009

panic ensemble

I feel panicky for watching a window close to once again be with someone that I love with 100percent of my heart. Not a doubt in my mind.

... But I just didn't think it could work. I shockingly just didn't think it could work.

I wish it could be different but the relationship itself would probably just be wrong for us both. He deserves something mindblowing in a relationship and the universe surely has it's plans.

My mind and my mind heart contrived to send me in opposite directions. Hopefully it'll bring him and I both real, touchable, powerful happiness through and through.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Why would it be wrong for you both. Cast these doubts away!

Shawna said...

...because it takes more than just love for a relationship to be healthy and last. this holds true even if the love pours like water rushing from a faucet.