It seems that I'm floating along with Appleboy joining me on some bubbled up trip. My commitment is neither here nor there because my heart isn't really truly free. Life itself follows none of the rules that humanity binds itself by.
The company on my daily journey through certain aspects of my existance is enjoyable although it feels like his feelings towards me are far more developed than mine to toward him. I don't think of us as a couple because I realize that I feel more for someone else than I let myself actualize. There's an acute awareness in the back of my mind that I should be careful to not let myself go where I'm not prepared to go yet.
I'm going to pull myself together and venture out from my bed a little bit for some fresh air.
About Me
- Shawna
- No longer late twenties (dirty thirties have arrived)Canadian in Israel loving the diversity of the middle east and determined to spite it all and make that small differance while hoping and working feverishly for change and peace all at once.
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