strangest situation

I longed for something forever it seems. There was one person who it felt like I had some inexplicable metaphysical connection to and despite distance I continued to feel his pain, and happiness, and even his presence. It didn't matter if there were oceans between us, I could still feel him. If he was near me and I didn't see him with my eyes, I felt him with my soul. I could sense when he would phone and I would feel sick when he would feel sick as if we were in some sort of ET redux. But what did it mean if the relationship itself wasn't enough? would it change if we had committed to change? or had too much water gone under the bridge?

I don't think it devalues the love which was so huge it threatened to engulf me. Nor do I think that this particular love, so unique and so intense, will ever truly disappear. But, when faced with that love coming back into my life, somehow life contrived to take me somewhere else for a while. Maybe it'll mean that as the water flows, our streams will converge at a point with sweeter waters, or maybe it'll mean that what once was is assuredly no longer. I guess time keeps secrets.